• 2009-06-27

    life is a motherfucker

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    Helena: You are a godsend, Patrick. bye.
      Patrick: Is that Mirabelle?
      Amanda: Annabelle.

    我记得基耶斯洛夫斯基的《十诫》里有一个不可妄称耶和华的故事,年迈的医生基于善心做出的决定,却终于将自己,乃至他人都带入进退两难的境界,不可反悔,竟像是上帝的戏谑,惩戒自以为是的众生,即使,这样的自以为是从根本上是因由善良的缘故。

    影片开头,在优美的配乐声中Patrick Kenzie的一段独白:
      
      “I always believed it was the things you don't choose that makes you who you are. Your city; Your neighborhood; Your family. People here take pride in these things. Like it was something they'd accomplished.The bodies around their souls. The cities wrapped around those.”
    然后:

    “When I was young, I asked my priest how you could get to heaven and still protect yourself from all the evil in the world. He told me what God said to his children,‘ You are sheep among wolves, be wise as serpents, yet innocent as doves. ' ”

    Remy说“kids forgive. Kids don't judge. Kids turn the other cheek.”

    他们真的是为她而来吗?他们最在乎的真的是她吗?他们是最爱她的人吗?
        最爱她的,真正为她的幸福不惜一切代价的人,一个离开了自己深爱的男友,一些进了牢房,一个丢了丈夫,搬出了那个区,没法再见到孩子,还有一个,死在了天台上,死时说着:I love children.(我爱孩子)。
        而这一切,竟都是Patrick千辛万苦的成果。
        你做的那个选择,是为了她还是为了自己能做对?真的,就像你从来不知道娃娃的名字一样,你从来都不了解Amanda,也没真正从她的角度考虑。你找到了一切的答案,却做了不该做的题目。你的逻辑貌似是对的,但就像你说的生活是操蛋的(life is a motherfucker),它不讲逻辑。做对真的比Amanda的幸福更重要么?那么多人不这么认为,尽管为此付出的代价如此之高。
        于是,他转过头来看电视,一动也不动了。


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